Feelings

So, I just finished watching The Perks of Being a Wallflower. No movie has ever rocked me to my core the way that did. So much pain and sadness was had there. I realize it's only a movie, but I get invested into stories and characters.

I can't even express the words that say how I feel right now. It's a mixture of thankfulness, frustration, hope, sadness, love, and hurt. No movie has ever made me feel so many things all at once.

I am so thankful that I grew up the way I did. Nothing can ever change that. It frustrates me how cruel some people can be. Those people are out there. Hell, each of us at one point or another has been cruel to someone. It's just frustrating to see how much pain it can cause. I hope that whatever pain I've caused in this world will fade away. It's sad to see how one period in someone's life can overtake them. I love my family and close friends for always being there for me even when I keep doing the same stupid things over and over again.

And I hurt for every single person who has experienced any kind of hurt in their lives. That includes you, dear reader. Believe that your hurt resonates with me. That I am here to help you shoulder that pain. Even if we never speak, you must always give me part of your burden. I am and will always be here for you. I don't leave when life gets difficult, so believe that I am here for you. That someone in this world is here to help.

I'm not sure where all of this came from.. I just wanted you to know that pain isn't something that you have to deal with alone.