This is starting to feel more like a journal that I'm writing... I hope to God that doesn't bite me in the ass in the future. That's why this isn't something I share with everyone. I share it with the few of you who care plus the others who don't care and for some reason enjoy what I have to say. I wish I could stay home today. I'm definitely sick, but I can't do it today. I have to man up and face this world. Sure, once I get to work everything will be fine. I'm sure the pure joy of doing what I love will take over and make things easier.
I know in my last post I talked about moving forward and pushing toward some goals that I have. That starts now. Today is the last day I lay in bed until I have to get up and get ready for work. No more pity parties. It's about striving to be the best that I can be and have fun while doing it. Yeah, I'll have those bad days, but as my roommate told me yesterday, I have some pretty awesome best friends who are there to help me.
Life is going to be more about being productive and enjoying it than just staying in one spot and hoping that things change. As long as I get plenty of sleep, start eating healthier, and have an active lifestyle, eventually, I won't want to do anything else. Yes, downtime is important, and staying in to watch a movie or chill is ok as long as it's not all the time.
I'm so excited that I chose to go to a few Christmas events in the next couple of weeks. It shows that I want to enjoy life. Plus, I miss my brothers (co-ed business fraternity), and I want to enjoy celebrating the graduation of 2 of my favorite brothers. I hope that today's optimism takes hold inside me and becomes a part of my everyday life.
Last little bit: I talked about my relationship with God and church a little bit before. I'm going to start reading the Bible everyday. Even if it's just a verse, I need to let God speak to me. That's going to help my spirits stay lifted even when times get tough.
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